Music has so much variety, it fulfills any and every person’s desire, enhances your emotions, and give creativity in audio. Music makes so many things possible, it shows talent in dance, voice, instruments, it gives opportunities, and hope. When you close your eyes, and just listen, you can hear intensity, anger, fear, happiness, depression, and pretty much any emotion there is, it can be heard through music. I can’t imagine a life without music, it would be so plain, boring, dull. Music is my best friend, it never fails to be there when you need it the most, and it understands you better then anyone. Music lets you listen to life.
Everything we had, I do cherish, I do check up on you, and I nearly cry seeing how much I hurt you. Stop thinking I just left and forgot about you, I really didn’t. I just didn’t want us to end with any more pain than it had to be. I miss you, I miss everything we had, but you were just so perfect, I always told you not to forget that. I’m still surprised every guy in the world didn’t grab you the second I let go. I still care, don’t forget that, but you just deserve so much better than me.
Sometimes, we get into bad situations with people, and immediately presumed they were horrible individuals. Most of the time, that’s really not the case, before even getting to know someone, it’s human nature to judge them, in almost every way, from appearance to first impressions of personality. Sometimes, you start off on bad terms, and immediately start to think someone is a bad person. But have you ever wondered what your life would be, if that person, wasn’t your enemy, but your friend? Could you get along? Could quite possibly the person you thought was so annoying and weird, actually could turn out to become one of your closest friends? Give it a chance, the pros of friendships always outweigh anything that comes out of being enemies.
I’m not looking for perfection. I mean, it would be great for you to be just like me, and do what I love to do. But honestly, you don’t have to be that girl. I want a girl that regardless of who you are, you can still end up making me laugh, making me smile, and making my time with you enjoyable. Even if our interests our different, and everything about us doesn’t even make sense, you should still love me like none other. Effort, is always more important then perfection.
Art is beauty, originality, and style. Which is what dance is supposed to be about, whether you’re into ballet, choreography, or bboying, the same elements apply. We don’t dance to show off what we can do, we dance to express our emotions. In competitions we lose sight of the fact that it’s not about winning, it’s about leaving a statement. If you lose sight of the fact that dance is emotion, you lose sight of what you dance for, you lose that passion, and talent cannot strive without passion.
Tell her she’s beautiful, that you’re at a loss of breath, that she looks flawless, that your heart skips a beat, even if she tells you that was corny, she smiled, doesn’t it feel good to be complimented? Make sure she always feels like that. Oh yeah, if she doesn’t take the compliment, don’t jump to conclusions that she’s just fishing for compliments, most of the time it will be that she either doesn’t know what to say, or she really doesn’t believe you, do what you have to do to make sure she knows you mean it. Act like her prince, and one day she will be your princess.
It’s amazing how many people would kill to be Tumblr famous, it’s honestly not that important. Tumblr is a blogging website, you post what interests you and post about what is going on with your life, yet everyone seems to think it is a competition to see who can get the most followers. What do you get out of it? The people that find interest in you are thousands of miles away, the only part of you these strangers know is behind a camera screen. Don’t reflect your life on how many followers you have, it honestly does nothing for you in the long run.
It’s an emotion, and like all emotions cannot be controlled. You could be surrounded by it, and not feel any of it. You can’t force an emotion, because emotions are not choices, you can’t choose not to be mad, sad, or happy. If you could why would you be anything but happy? Emotions are like the weather, some days it’s sunny, some days it’s cloudy, and some days it’s a natural disaster. It’s all apart of this thing called life, emotions are not like a game, you don’t control anything, life gives you a present each day, some are bad, some are good, and they make you mad or happy, but you always have to appreciate getting the present at all. If you want to be happy, you have to lower your standards. Be happy with less, and appreciate more.
The one place to be happy when the world brings you down, I can shut out the world and let my body express the feelings my words can’t say. The one time where I don’t need the world to think I am good enough because there is no one to judge. Because no one can say you are a good or a bad dancer, because dance has no definition of greatness. Without dance, I would have no means of acceptance in the form of something that is completely original, no one can question me, disrespect me, or deny me the ability to dance because we are ourselves when we dance. Anyone can copy the way I dance, but no one can ever dance like me. Sometimes, it’s the only way I can remember who I am anymore.
I hate this feeling, as if I need to have someone special in my life to be happy. It’s almost as if no matter how many times I try to make myself believe being single and independent is better, every time I see that person I care about, or two other people being happy in a relationship, I start to miss it. I miss those late night calls, those sweet kisses, and that excited feeling when you see that special someone. I can’t help but feel lonely when I have no one to call my baby, no one to wish sweet dreams to, no one to make happy day in and day out.
Remember? We didn’t worry about what we wore, we didn’t have to smoke a joint to be happy, anything we did was fun, the little things meant the world to us, no worries about money or success just running around to enjoy every moment. Honestly, I think we were kinder when we were young, we didn’t have to hangout with someone as successful or as cool as us, if you could play with a shovel, you’d be considered my best friend. We didn’t have to be worried about rejection and denial when we approached someone, we just did it. There were no cool kids and losers, we were all friends. No one was weird, because we all were, when did that all change? Oh right, when we grew up.
I know when you talk in a different tone, when you’re happy or sad. I know when you don’t want to talk to me, and when you’re in love with me. I can tell from how many smiley faces you use, or just from your listening to voice. I can tell when you’re excited for something, or when someone just broke your heart. I’m not clueless, I notice how you act when you’re sad, I know how you hide it, and it breaks my heart knowing you would hide it from me.
Don’t tell me this year will be different, don’t think that you’ll change all your habits and change because it’s a different day on a different calendar. We’re human, when we say we’ll do something and it’s a lot harder than we thought, we give up. If you want to change, do it immediately, procrastinating on something that doesn’t have a due date means you’re never gonna do it. So many people say I’ll start my diet tomorrow, I’ll stop cussing tomorrow, I’ll save money tomorrow, but tomorrow leads to the day after tomorrow, and the day after that. Start now, fight your temptations and make a change when you feel is right, don’t put a date on something if you can do it right now.
I’ve come to the point where having someone doesn’t matter anymore. So basically, I’m not looking, I don’t care anymore. All it leads to is pain, heartbreak, regret. You’ll never “find” that right person. God has a way of giving you exactly what you want when you expect it least. Being happy with yourself consists of appreciating what you already have, if you constantly envy others and try to get more than what you’re currently destined for, you don’t realize that you already have something, a life, a faith, a spirit. You don’t need to be in love, to have love. Love expands much farther then from two people, the faster you realize that, the better. If we put in as much effort trying to find someone to love, into giving the people that already love us something to smile about, meeting that special someone won’t be a mission, but better yet a gift.
When every thought in my head tells me to do something, my heart won’t let me.
Brain - move the fuck on.
Heart - no, bitch.
What the hell, if only moving on was so easy, everyone tells you to move on and you try so hard, but it’s so much harder than you would think, trying to forget about someone that just a few moments ago meant the whole world to you isn’t so easy. Cause that’s when you truly realize the value of the person. We don’t appreciate anyone as much as when we can’t have them. It hurts, I know the feeling. When you love someone you can’t help it, you can’t go against it, and you can’t fight it. All you can do, is accept it.